continuing weirdness

I am so impatient. Yesterday was a pretty max day for neuropathy: feet and hands swollen and tingling/hurting to walk on and use. Today, a little, but not much, less. However, about an hour ago, a huge orthostatic bp effect occurred just sitting in my chair reading. I thought I was going to pass out. Quick movement and maybe a lowering of my head and it was gone, but followed by a number of moments of light-headedness. I took a bp: 120/73 with pulse at 78. Doesn't get much more normal than that. Yet, low momentary bp is what that had to be. Well, a brief 45-min nap and I think I feel better. We'll see. Obviously the poisons are still with me doing their insidious work. And then I remember that it hasn't been a week yet since the last infusion. Shit.